Hugo's blog

 This year/semester was unlike any other, it was a wonderful collection of time were I lost and found. The 2020 year has been one of the best experiences to grow because of all the things happening but even with covid 19  and every small and big death that has happened, you'd think that school and the current curtain of illusion will have fallen by now. But I do got to give it to both of them, they have pretty sturdy foundations which do hold them up to the purpose their suppose to hold. I simply cant blame life for the bad things that happen because life is what gives me every blessing as well, its all part of connecting back. I knew this course was gonna be different since the first week, nothing but one post was posted on canvas. When I saw it for the first time I knew that it was gonna be different for that reason. Even our zoom meetings were different, you felt invited to be part of something great. What made this course great is that you had the choice to choose the grade you

 October 29 I balance my self by just putting on the cloths I think look fine its not rocket science. I feel like I dress decently because of me just putting on cloths that is fine. My style is chill because I'm chill. I only like to spend money on things I need because its simple, you don't need much to survive but since life is life you want wants, my wants would be just guitar and and things that bring excitement to the experience of life. The choices in life are many but once you take down the curtain of illusion you can see all you need is just peace and love. That's how the balance I put in my life shapes me. November 6 I am learning to be better then I was yesterday. I will say that its not that easy because theirs lots of temptation and days when you do work and you don't see change, but that's because I need more patience. I have started to use my time more accordingly and I have started to workout to get into better shape. I am also hoping to create a sche

 September 10 In my mind I remembered an experience I had 5 years ago. I don't even know why I thought of it, it just came back to me after so much time of thinking. All I know is that I learned what I had to from remembering that experience. It made me calmer and reassured me a slice of  peace, but I now know  that I must take my chances and if you cant control it don't worry about it. September 12  I want to create a natural medicine made out of plants for the people. Many diseases shouldn't exists its all part of their flow of life.  I just want everybody to have a chance in life, its beautiful. A chance were said organism can live up to there true potential and dreams.  September  15  Life I remember when I was innocent, it was truly a priceless gift that life gave me, I remember when I didn't care but now I have seen the truth and I am forced care. The truth of seeing what we as a species are capable of , all things good and bad. It all hurts to see and feel but th

August 31 Bukowski tells you to not stay still in the darkness to look for the light. I agree that you should because stillness is death. He try's to show us a way to not stay still which does name the unnamable, point at frauds, and all that a poet's poem is suppose to do. There is always something to do, look for the light and come out of the darkness. September 2 Why can we bring/create things just like my typing, its being created as I think like this, this, this, this, this, and this. Its just me righting/typing with an Pen/electric powered piece of plastic and metal called a computer but something about creating something that could have probably never been created feels good. I don't like to type/right much because I feel things should be simple and to the point but complexity is beautiful too. September 3 The words you choose to speak shape who you are as a person because you are creating those words. The words you have spoken were once your thoughts meaning that wh

 August 18  I don't really like school that much because their needs to be some serious change. But the act of just going to a new class in  a new way is a memorable moment in it self.  August 20 Young people don't know about the real world and regrets so that makes them want to be older. While older people might want be younger because they have regrets or maybe they just miss there innocence in a way. I feel fine about my age because I know ill eventually get crusty and die like the rest. August 21 Love is a common thing for all humans, that is why it is important but most people don't realize that sometimes people have bigger love for there desires, so eventually it all goes down because of lack of understanding. At least those are my thoughts.